"They are like stars,
You reach out,
Knowing that you'll never be able to reach them..."
Okay... Today I'm going to write something that's... well, rather personal I guess, as compared to the previous posts that you guys MUST have read. Anyway, I was talking ... MSNing with my friend. AND, we talked about K-pop. WELL, K-pop, korean stars, blah, whatever you call them, are your idols, I suppose. Well, maybe not, but it certainly are most of my friends. OK OK. I, like everyone, had a dream of being a oh-so-famous pop singer. WOW! Big dreams! I know, I know. It's stupid. Hey, maybe you'll even meet Super Junior, SNSD, 2am, 2pm.... BLAH!! Like I SAID, it's stupid. First of all, I DONT SPEAK THEIR LANGUAGE. Okay fine, maybe I'll have a little translator by my side. But then it'll no longer be a private conversation... WAIT! Did i just say 'private', oh no no no, I'm getting too far now. ANYWAY, secondly... They are way older~ I mean like helo? When I was in primary school, my friend's ideal BF is the guy/girl-next-door, but in secondary school, well, their requirements for their bf are ... I bet you already know, shiNEE, Super Junior, SNSD, whatever~ Oh and I bet you had heard the news about one of the Super Junior member's getting married soon! Hey, maybe the next one could be me! And I tell you plus a slap, wake up already! It's stupid. Well maybe it's not, ironically, those K-pop lovers are the top in class, WTF ! I know. It's unfair, maybe I'll start becoming their fans and I'll end up emerging as the top scorer in class today! or maybe even tomorrow! I dunno, that's what they all say. Not me. Ok ok, 说来说去, sounds like I'm envying them. And I tell you very straight-forwardly, I AM. This world is sooooooooooo unfair, man I wish some random 经纪人would knock on my door the next second telling me that I'm going to be a pop star, from this second onwards. Man, this world is soooooooo unfair !! Okay. Phew! I'm done complaining. As you know, this blog does not have a tag blog. Well, I'm rather sensetive with comments. So yea, don't leave any comments and I'll be glad if you agree with me but eff off if you don't. WOW, harsh. Well, I'm currently in a faul mood and am too lazy to change the using language. So yea. Bye. Hope the next time I'll ever use english to post a comment will be a rather happy~ one. Well, I suppose not. This blog was and is meant to be an emo one. Enough talking now. Bye. I'm not sleeping though I need to wake up at 2-3 am tomorrow morning for a camp that I kinda regretted singning up for. Well, hey! Maybe I'll get to hang out with guys and maybe even get myself a boyfriend, I dunno. What do you think? If you think I will, you must be dreaming, DON'T even think I'll get a bf with my kinda attitute. I think I'll never be able to know what's puppy love. I know, the breaking up part hurts, maybe a little bit, but it's kinda fun don't you think, HEY, it gains you more experience! I mean being mature, not having to date someone before seriously is sad but life was and is never fair anyway. Damn! Wish I'd born as a prince then I'll have tons and billions of girls chasing over me --- ha-ha, like that'll happen. Aah well, sweet dreams anoynomous.Labels: Bad day
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