islenska 04.07.06 ______everyonE iS a Queen`*
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Saturday, June 26, 2010

好恨好恨
好恨不能跟你在一起
好恨不能享受与你在一起的那一瞬间的幸福
如今，你我阴阳相隔
不能在一起
不是你的错
偶尔，我们在梦里还会碰面
你不如往常般
向我微笑
向我挥手
冷冰冰的脸庞
口中说出的尽是冷言冷语
语言用词都带有重重讽刺的味儿
我知道，你不在身旁的这些年
我变了
你不再是那个我所疼爱的那个妹妹了吧？
我没有说话，保持沉默
只是我们心中早已明白
不再彼此身旁的我们
是不可能如以往般的单纯
我告诉他说
是时候了
你问我，什么时候？
是该把彼此放下的时候了
纠缠了这么多年
不仅仅只有我们
这场闹剧中的其它配角
也辛苦他们了
我微笑道
他也笑了
笑得很豪迈、很潇洒、很……
眼泪，从他那黑玉般的瞳孔中流出
但是，望着他的双眼
我知道，遇见你
并不是意外
而是个错误
是一个美丽的错误
虽然没有言语上的交流
但我深深的体会到
你眼神中的放不下、伤痛
还有，原谅
呵呵……我笑道
要是我曾在那时爱上你，而不是他
那彼此就不会那么痛苦了，不是吗？
静静的闭上双眼
我才发现
是那么的，那么的，宁静
好静，好静
耳边传来的，是你那缓缓的呼吸声
你摇了摇头，问我道
你相信神的存在吗？
我耸耸肩，不知你为何如此问道
你告诉我说
If God is an artist, believe that every art He creates have their own purpose
每一个人，都有惟独属于自己的命运
每一个人的终身搭档
只有一个，而是你白马王子的那个他
不是我
猛然间从睡梦中清醒
才发现，你早已离开了我……
要是能够瞬间移动，我一定会选者到你身旁
就算我们不是和彼此
但至少，我能守护着你
;)

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Queen` @* 7:04 AM
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Wednesday, June 2, 2010

"They are like stars,
You reach out,
Knowing that you'll never be able to reach them..."

Okay... Today I'm going to write something that's... well, rather personal I guess, as compared to the previous posts that you guys MUST have read. Anyway, I was talking ... MSNing with my friend. AND, we talked about K-pop. WELL, K-pop, korean stars, blah, whatever you call them, are your idols, I suppose. Well, maybe not, but it certainly are most of my friends. OK OK. I, like everyone, had a dream of being a oh-so-famous pop singer. WOW! Big dreams! I know, I know. It's stupid. Hey, maybe you'll even meet Super Junior, SNSD, 2am, 2pm.... BLAH!! Like I SAID, it's stupid. First of all, I DONT SPEAK THEIR LANGUAGE. Okay fine, maybe I'll have a little translator by my side. But then it'll no longer be a private conversation... WAIT! Did i just say 'private', oh no no no, I'm getting too far now. ANYWAY, secondly... They are way older~ I mean like helo? When I was in primary school, my friend's ideal BF is the guy/girl-next-door, but in secondary school, well, their requirements for their bf are ... I bet you already know, shiNEE, Super Junior, SNSD, whatever~ Oh and I bet you had heard the news about one of the Super Junior member's getting married soon! Hey, maybe the next one could be me! And I tell you plus a slap, wake up already! It's stupid. Well maybe it's not, ironically, those K-pop lovers are the top in class, WTF ! I know. It's unfair, maybe I'll start becoming their fans and I'll end up emerging as the top scorer in class today! or maybe even tomorrow! I dunno, that's what they all say. Not me. Ok ok, 说来说去, sounds like I'm envying them. And I tell you very straight-forwardly, I AM. This world is sooooooooooo unfair, man I wish some random 经纪人would knock on my door the next second telling me that I'm going to be a pop star, from this second onwards. Man, this world is soooooooo unfair !! Okay. Phew! I'm done complaining. As you know, this blog does not have a tag blog. Well, I'm rather sensetive with comments. So yea, don't leave any comments and I'll be glad if you agree with me but eff off if you don't. WOW, harsh. Well, I'm currently in a faul mood and am too lazy to change the using language. So yea. Bye. Hope the next time I'll ever use english to post a comment will be a rather happy~ one. Well, I suppose not. This blog was and is meant to be an emo one. Enough talking now. Bye. I'm not sleeping though I need to wake up at 2-3 am tomorrow morning for a camp that I kinda regretted singning up for. Well, hey! Maybe I'll get to hang out with guys and maybe even get myself a boyfriend, I dunno. What do you think? If you think I will, you must be dreaming, DON'T even think I'll get a bf with my kinda attitute. I think I'll never be able to know what's puppy love. I know, the breaking up part hurts, maybe a little bit, but it's kinda fun don't you think, HEY, it gains you more experience! I mean being mature, not having to date someone before seriously is sad but life was and is never fair anyway. Damn! Wish I'd born as a prince then I'll have tons and billions of girls chasing over me --- ha-ha, like that'll happen. Aah well, sweet dreams anoynomous.

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Queen` @* 7:02 AM
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